Woke up screaming again. The nightmares are getting deeper, it’s scary. I have a constant anxiety  running thru me. Sometimes I think my family is better off without having to worry about me. Seems like the whole world wants me to die. They do not even know me! They know only what they hear on the Hater Network. I can’t stand N. disGRACE. She seems to be infatuated with me. I’m working on a new drawing. Hope to finish it before Monday. I really miss my family. I wish I had spent more time with them. I’ve received so many postcards luckily the hate mail goes straight to the trash. Time to go..write you later