Why is it that people assume I have no heart, soul, or remorse for what I have done. People think I am arrogant which isn’t the case at all. I am a confident woman and I feel I portray that. If they assume this to be arrogance so be it. I didn’t get much rest last night. I have a lot of anxiety. I feel scared of the unknown. What is to come? When will this end? They call me selfish. They think I lied about preferring the death penalty. I have not felt so willing to end it all as I do now. I have remorse. I have repentance. I share the pain I have caused many. I don’t want to cause anymore pain.Suicide is not an option. I’m writing a new book. Maybe it will be a pamphlet, not sure yet. I want to help educate people about the facts on domestic violence. Blessed Be #JodiArias
Jodi Arias Diary 
You ask why everyone hates you
You really need to stop acting like ur smarter than everyone , you have no remorse
You will get the punishment you deserve
We know its not your fault for being a psychopathic narcissistic liar and skank ! Crawl away and die…slowly
Jodi, Travis Family deserves an sincere apology letter from you given to Juan to give to the Alexander Family. You have never done it. The only one you truly need to repent to is the “Lord Jesus Christ “. I am angry with what you had done to Travis he did not deserve to be murdered, especially the way you did it. Stop blaming everyone for your actions, you did this. We are all Very Angry with what you had done. I am not feeling sorry for you, you did this horrific crime now it’s time to pay for what you did.
Jodi tell me why and what provoked you to ever murder Travis the way you did? Truth what happened in that bathroom. I have been abused and I never killed. Honestly you cannot lie to The Lord he knows the heart. He’s the only one that can help you. It says in his word when a person takes a life, a person can lose theirs. Take owner ship of your wrong doing, and stop talking about being abused. From what I as well as many others have read about Travis, he did not abuse you he was very frustrated with your negative behaviors.
personally you dont have a heart or a soul or remorse. look how many times you lied about murdering travis to begin with. how can you think you have a heart when you cant even tell the truth. the truth will set you free you know. you keeping talking about domestic violence if that is the case then why did you keep going back to travis kinda stupid. so if dv was the case its your own fault for staying or wanting to be with him. i think your a lying snake and you get deserve whatever the court gives you weather it be life in prison or the death penalty.
Jodi I would suggest that your mother gets your a Bible, the NIV version and ready the book of John, his word is truth. We will know the children of God by the fruits of the spirit, “Truth will set you free “. As children of God, we are protected from evildoers, he leads the way.
Quit trying to say you are a “victim” of domestic abuse. You are not. Why do people hate you? because you are a liar. All the evidence proves you were not abused in ANY way. What it does prove, is they YOU were the abuser! You stalked him, tormented him, broke into his house, his email etc. Wrote emails to his female friends using his account and name. you pestered him constantly.Finally, you butchered him out of pure jealousy and evil hatred. YOU were the last one he would have sex with. You made sure of that. The evidence is clear about everything, so STOP lying! You will NEVER have redemption, forgiveness, mercy as long as you keep lying.
The TRUTH, will get you started down those paths. Only the truth. TRUTH is also where HOPE is. LYING is certain death. These are your only options. I’d choose Hope. With hope, there is a chance for freedom, and that’s what you want more than anything isn’t it? I’d even be proud of you, instead of hating you, if I heard the truth. Then I’d know you chose HOPE and Freedom. It will be a long road, but you have a lot to accomplish- forgiveness, redemption, mercy hope and finally freedom- but all that is only obtainable through TRUTH.
Amen! It brought tears to my eyes, but well worded meaning your reply back to Jodi.
Very well put. And signing off with blessed be? That’s witchcraft. And that sounds about right for this daughter of Satan. I hope there is no delay. I want her to pay for her vicious acts, including her beating up her cellie. I want her forgeries brought out. Of course, what we want may not fit into Judge Sherry’s schedule. This delay makes me so angry I could spit!
U call that cute? U really won’t ever give that family peace will u? U need the death penalty to shut u up. But life would b worse punishment in a mAx yard. Been there! Ha if u only knew!! U will wish u got death penalty after a few yrs!
Jodi u thank ur supporters so we will think u have some. Yet I c no positive responses in ur twitter. U think we’re that dumb? Ur not DV victim! TA was. But like all men even ur creepy stalking him and his girlfriend could not keep him away from ur butthole. Temptation! It kills. U taped the phone call to blackmail him & threatened to use it! His verbal abuse was after bring fed up with slitting his tires! U r 1 sick bitch! Honey we all c right thru u!! Jezebel don’t u know its always the nice girl that ends up married? U played the wrong card dear. He’s dead and now u will die a rotted old lady in prison. Sad really. He’s in heaven and ur left here. I guess in the end he won after all. U torment the family bcuz u r pissed! And u know it!!! His family has won no matter how thus ends and it is killing u. U lash out but no one believes u! I don’t think the lifers r going yo like u too much. Watch ur back girl. U will need it!
You KNOW why people hate you, Einstein.
Dear, your “unknown” isn’t really unknown. You will either die by the needle or spend the rest of your life in “one place” and you know where that place is. You share the pain that you caused many? There is no way. You only care about yourself. Self pity is all you know. And, you don’t want death but you do want death? And you want death but you’re writing a new book? That doesn’t make sense. Your BFF Satan will take care of you in the end, because God doesn’t want you. I hope that you NEVER have a moment’s peace. You don’t deserve it.
WOW. You are a real piece of work…..
You did not just murder someone, You slaughtered them!
You have done nothing but lie and contradict yourself from day one….. Even here you say you are a confident woman yet you portrayed yourself as the exact opposite during your trial.
You can say whatever you like but no one in their right mind will believe your bullshit.
Save it. Take responsibility for your actions and accept your punishment.
just get this over with let travis rest in peace, let the Alexanders have peace let them put travis down to rest, dont u think you have done enough.you are twisted thinking on writing about murdering ur x boyfriend, your friends are just as sick as you,you ot think you deserve any punishment,, after u murdered him u still dragged him threw mud, oh but jodi is on the stand lying every time her mouth moves, she is here to defend her self,sence you killed him, and dragging his name threw the mud, who is here to speak for travis not travis bitch, u deserve the needle, i believe your soul mate is waitng for u , the devil, you are guilty selfish you do not care about anyone but your self,if u did not get the needle u need to be in a cell all by your self, can not talk to no one, just u and the walls.suffer.u did to ur self, god rest travis
Your book will be fiction then because you have no life experience on domestic violence. Winding up people about being a domestic violence survivor is just ONE of the reasons people hate you.
You are Insane beyond a shadow of a doubt! Travis was the abuse Victim not you, and your repeated claim of abuse is like spitting in the wind. You and your entire Family are a bunch of Demons, hiding in human form. Your Demon Mother obviously slept with Satin when you were conceived, and you need to be burned at the stake!
Stabby. I AM a survivor of domestic violence. Fractured skull, 12 gauge shot gun in my face christmas eve 2006, numerous broken bones, emotionally torn to shreds. I am a wreck. Still. I finally said whatever, if he kills me he kills me I don’t care and got out. It took me 12 years. He tried to kill me. He failed. Missed by about a half inch with a deer rifle. I find your claims of domestic violence repulsive, totally unbelievable, and nothing but manipulation. There are a LOT of us out there Stabby. Anyone who has been through it knows you are lying. You were simply pissed off at being nothing but a booty call until someone acceptable came along. You butchered a man because you had hurt feelings. You are a Psychopath. You hurt animals, you mimic normal behavior and you have no remorse. I hope you get the death penalty. Not because I am a hypocrite but because given the chance be it 30 years from now I have no doubt you would do it again. I wish people could be executed in the exact same fashion as their victims. That my friends would truly stop crime. Can you imagine her in a shower naked, while someone stabs her 29 times, lets her crawl out, follows behind her and pulls her head back like an about to be butchered hog and slits her throat. Then, just to make sure and before she’s dead most likely shoot her in the face she loves so much? THAT would be justice.
Rot in Hell Stabby. Rot in Hell.
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GEE, I DON’T KNOW JODI, maybe, if you would stop murdering TRAVIS’ memory. By continuing to lie about, what REALLY happened . On the day, u butchered Travis, might, have just a little something to so with it. Also, to continue to , to murder Travis memory. You, keep inflicting agony on Alexander family and friends. Lastly, you continue to dupe your followers. Who in their hearts mean well. But, their twisted minds.Latch, on to you.
Like seeks like.. I have no doubt, you will ever cease in your active campaign to rehabilitate yourself. I have no worry. Karma, will stalk you. Until is is satisfied .
I can only tell you my thoughts and opinion on why so many people dislike you. The most obvious reason is the vicious nature of your crime, the unconceivable torture perpetuated at your hands, the complete lack of mercy while looking into the eyes of someone suffering such pain. You could have stopped at any time. You could have shown mercy. Where mercy is shown, mercy is given. Need I say more? Your frequent media interviews only add fuel that stoke the white-hot fire you created. You blame the media for you not receiving a fair trial, yet you appear to be courting the media much like a politician campaigning for public office. The victims family and friends are enduring a constant faucet of pain they can never turn off. Your unsubstantiated claims/allegations against Travis Alexander seem self-serving and do not ring true to 99.999% of the population. Lastly, your legal delay tactics are robbing people of closure. You seem to have many more rights than your victim does, and that doesn’t sit well with people. And perhaps the most disturbing of activities, your relentless self-promotion via “art sales”, online t-shirt sales and accepting of public donations is just plain wrong – you have been given a blank check defense paid for by the taxpayers in a state you lived in briefly and didn’t have any real contributions to their payroll tax base! Now your defense is preaching to the public about the costs associated with a retrial and the pursuit of the death penalty? Seems awfully nervy. I’m not sure why you even care if people like you or not. But if you do, for starters you may want to show some genuine remorse over what you have done. Quit giving interviews and saying disrespectful things about Travis Alexander. And quit peddling your artwork and Survivor t-shirts! Prior to your conviction, your website said “a PORTION” of the proceeds went to domestic violence shelters. However, during your presentation the jury, you claimed 100% of the proceeds went to those causes. We are watching, we know for a fact it used to say a PORTION. Same thing with your t-shirt sales. Previously a portion, then you told the jury that 100% of the proceeds supported those causes. It’s a transparent attempt on your part to make it appear you aren’t in this for the money. A good deal of your
“artwork” has been shown to appear much like magazine ads – people are calling them “tracings”, not original artwork. The woman with the hat is one example. Looks an awful lot like the magazine ad! I’m not sure exactly how many tens of thousands of dollars you have collected from donations from your “supporters”, your art sales, t-shirt sales and maybe even licensing fees for photographs your family sold to the media – but the funds collected seem to benefit you and you alone! Sure, the money also helped offset your family’s travel costs to and from the trial – I can understand you wanting to help them. But the cash you have taken in FAR exceeds travel costs for your family.
The other most obvious reason people see you in a negative light is that you honestly don’t come across as remorseful about what you did. You don’t seem to grasp the sheer gravity of it all. In your presentation to the jury, it was all about the things YOU were going to miss out on in life now that you had been found guilty. YOU would not get to attend family weddings, holidays and you’d never be a mother yourself. You never made mention of these benchmarks Travis will never have. It was all about Jodi.
You seem to be an intelligent and well spoken woman, and I realize you can’t take back what you did. But your actions since the murder have not painted you in a sympathetic light whatsoever. Actions speak louder than words. Start showing a little compassion for the people you’ve hurt and some regret for the lives you have destroyed. Quit hawking your soul online for money. That would be a good beginning to change the perception of you to the average person. Everybody has the capacity to change and to do good things in this world – even if your world has bars around it. That’s my 2 cents for what it’s worth. Stop profiting from your notoriety. Maybe you could speak to other young women about your life and how you ended up behind bars, maybe these young women could learn a valuable lesson – don’t build your life around a man, you don’t need anybody to complete you. Find happiness within yourself. Only when you love and value yourself will somebody else be able to truly love and value you – and if they don’t return your feelings, you will have the capacity to move past it without letting it destroy your world!
Thank you for letting me speak my mind!
Oh Lord, you are writing a book? If only there was a way to “lie check”, much like people spell check their work before they submit it. People don’t believe you because the evidence tells the story of what really happened that night. People lie, evidence speaks the truth. Evidence doesn’t change or evolve into new scenarios. People find it very difficult to believe that you are the only person on the face of the earth that Travis Alexander was violent with, and the only person who knew he had a desire for young boys! Pedophiles leave a trail – computer files, there are records. That’s where they get their material from. Travis wasn’t planning on being murdered, so why didn’t the police find one single piece of evidence in his entire house that pointed towards the sexual deviancy you described? Why? There would be something – other than this one photo, that you described as “flittering down in that random pattern that paper falls into”….totally obvious you were embellishing these stories with your description of the event. All told in a way to make yourself sound intelligent. There may be a few people out there who bought your story, but they are definitely the minority. I believe the truth is much simpler than any story you’ve told. The majority of murders have been found to be out of jealousy, a crime of passion, for monetary gain or when a person is ready to break off a relationship and the other person refuses to let them go. Love, money, jealousy, rage. Which was it, love, jealousy, rage or all three? It was definitely overkill.
I DON’T HATE ANYONE ,JUST SO THE WORLD KNOWS : )
I dislike people’s actions. JODI LIED. DR. HORN LIED , DET. FLORES LIED. JUAN LIED.
WHY WAS THE DUCT TAPE FOUND ON SCENE NOT TESTED FOR FINGERPRINTS? HOW COME HIS HOUSEMATES NOT SMELL A Decomposing BODY FROM WEDNESDAY THURSDAY FRIDAY SAT SUNDAY AND MONDAY ..TILL 10 pm. ????? TOO MANY QUESTIONS ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS? Why were TRAVIS’s feet bruised so badly? WHOSE BOOT PRINT IN BLOOD in bathroom? IF JODI ONLY REMEMBER S THE SHOT…….THAT GIVES 5 days for ANYONE TO DO MORE DAMAGE TO TRAVIS. JUST NOT CONVINCED THAT THIS WASN’T A BLOOD ATONEMENT.MORMONS ARE KNOWN TO DO THIS…..YES OR NO ??????
You are an idiot.
Are you serious right now? You don’t have one little itty bitty idea why people hate you? Come on now Jodi…you have got to be kidding me! Your the master of manipulation. You manipulated your parents, your siblings, your grandparents, and you manipulated your relationship with Travis. When Travis finally decided not to have anything to do with you, you decided that you would make sure if it wasn’t you he was in a relationship with it wouldn’t be anyone. Hence the 29 stab wounds,1 gunshot to the face and a slit throat to boot! That I think was over kill. Then to lie…to say that ninja’s did it…why you made the NINJA crap up…the word NINJA was never mentioned in Travis’s story he told his friends that night he was confronted and almost killed. Remember we all saw that video of you laying on his lap…well when he told that story you conveniently sat up and your ears perked up…..that’s when you started planned Travis’s demise. It’s a shame that people aren’t as stupid as you think they are. Travis’s friends could read to like a book. Your sneaking around in the house to listen to conversations from behind closed doors…you acted just like a child. The lies about the rope that he tied you up with….he never tied you up…that’s a lie…the phone recordings were your doing..you were going to use those against him..Travis was the victim of ABUSE…very violent, sexual verbal, mental abuse as well as harassment. You stalked this man…you crawled through a doggie door Jodi….babies and small children act in this manner not adults. You know where you disposed of the gun, you remember putting the clothes in washer as well as the camera, and you remember putting the knife in the dishwasher. You can lie to yourself to make yourself believe what you want to…but you can’t lie to us. Your messages left on Travis’s phone were stupid. That’s just shows how ignorant you really are. Why would someone kill someone then turn around and leave them a message…..OMG. Astro glide, pop rocks, and tootsie pops were all your idea…anal sex was your idea….you stole Travis’s virginity…your evil.
The people I feel the most sorrow for is the Alexander family. They have endured so much throughout this trial and yet you want to drag them through more. More hatred more lies and more suffering. WHY?? I ask you WHY??? and you ask WHY ARE YOU HATED??? draw your own conclusion ! I also feel sorry for your mother ,father brother, and your grandparents. For them to have to listen to all this craziness. It must be very very scarey to them to know that they raised, nurtured, and loved a murderer. What an awful feeling. Your poor mother…how badly she must want to just throw up when she looks at you..to know she carried you for 9 mos and cared for you all those years and this is what you grew up to be…a no good murdering slut. NOW I ASK YOU…..WHY DO PEOPLE HATE YOU JODI?????? WHY???
Well hrs a why you’re a murderer who shows no remorse. Didn’t Alyce Latoilette tell a courtroom you had LOW self esteem Yet another LIE from you’re own so called “expert” and yet here you say you are confident. Your words not mine All you do is lie Your a remorseless peice of shit and that’s why people HATE you
Because you’re a selfish bitch. Travis didn’t want anything serious with you. You were just a whore. Accept that!!
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